＂心＂路历程

无奈....

2011-12-26T00:43:00.003+08:00

不想发生的事已逐一实现了.
以往的聚会从10多人到今天的4人,
心情确实多多难受很多.
无奈.......

爱？！

2010-06-24T22:14:00.001+08:00

在短短的３天内，我们看到报章报道槟城９岁女孩当上了妈妈！另外，发生在安邦再也，两名１５岁的女孩也是当上了妈妈．
这不禁让人思考：＂现今青少年成和体统啊？〃
年级轻轻就已经加入了＂世上只有妈妈好〃的名单里，是喜事忧，唯有你心中有数啊．
不可而遇的是，她们都是来自破碎的家庭，一个缺乏父母关爱，陪伴，沟通的家庭．

从报道中可看见，她们急需的是人的关爱！
３位年轻妈妈都表示她们都是来自父母离异的家庭背景．

回到我们生活，你又是否来自幸福美满的家庭呢？

我有位朋友，年纪轻轻，还不懂得赚钱就学人谈恋爱。甚至做了一些他永远惭愧的事情。我就问他为什么要这样？他告诉我很想要有一个幸福美满的家庭，爸爸能常在他身边陪伴他。妈妈能减少工作时间，在家里煮饭给他们吃。但，事与愿违。

很多时候当我们看到类似的报道时，都会痛骂他们无知，没有水准，这样随便就爱上一个人，让另外一半为所欲为，年级轻轻就偷吃禁果，恋爱经验比上了年纪的 Uncle Aunties 来的更丰富。
那真正需要负责任的人就只有受害者吗？

所以啊，金钱重要呢还是家庭乐重要？

此外，现今的青少年都受不了朋友的诱惑和“批评”。看到朋友已经有了爱人，就恨不得赶快找一个。
看到朋友与爱人亲密的照片，也恨不得赶快要他的男朋友／女朋友一起拍一些亲密的照片，如拥抱，亲吻等等．．．．．．

年轻人啊，何必这样辛苦呢？人比人，最终受害的还是你自己啊。

还是奉劝青少年人，在求学时期就应该好好读书，如果有一天你当上了成功人士，哪怕没人喜欢你，爱你咩？！

爱？！

2010-06-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Best friend ??

2010-05-10T19:33:00.002+08:00

Every time when we says Best Friend, we will automatically think off that is a friend who we love, we care, we believe in more.
I have a best friend who I really care him and trained him before but somehow he let me feel upset. He lie me again and again. I sad.
He can't stand what he had promise me. He repeating the same mistake although he promised me won't do it again.
He attitude become worst than before. Kissing , Hugging ?? OMG, what the hell going on ??
What I can do is just pray for him....

伤心？失望？

2010-02-07T20:12:00.005+08:00

在过去的几个月里，我每个星期都会发送一则email 给所有领袖
让他们知道这星期里要做什么，和最新消息。并要求他们" reply when receive"

可以这样说，每次发送后都没有人回复我。问题出现在那里？

过去的星期五，我真的 Beh Tahan 了，直接把我的感受以 email 方式告诉所有的领袖。
当时还在犹豫是否真的要发送出去！并且哭了。

伤心事不要再提了，对自己不好。。。。

leader's Camp 2009

2009-07-13T16:16:00.004+08:00

2009 Leader's Camp was held on 10-11/7/2009 at Safira Country Club , Seberang Jaya .
We leaders were learn and earn more during the camp.
At night , all boy group leaders were gathered at Dorm D-6 and having a fun there.
Jimmy , Kok Kun , Jit SEang , Edmund , Boon , Ming Sheng , Chee Hou , Jing Quan and Nam Feng .
Some of them playing " Cho Dai Di " and some watching TV .
What the punishment of the games for those who lose ? dacing or use ass to write name ? If you thinking like that then I can tell you are wrong .Our punishment was Take off your Shirt , PANTS and further more will take off your Underwear if you continue lose on the games .Oh my GOD ...our 1st loser Ming sheng was take off evry things and just left underwear ! However , the guy who naked without underwear was Boon ...haha...he so Ke sian nia ....
Next day , we having lunch and dinner at Restorant and Cha Neng PARK respectively .
The camp was end on 11/7/2009 , 9.30pm ..
Last but not least , I would like to take an opportunity to thanks our Church to giving us a good chance to improve ourself . Thx AOG

leader's Camp 2009

2009-07-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

Worry

2009-07-08T09:27:00.002+08:00

I had been selected as a cell group leader since June 2009 .
But from that onward , Im worry about my cell group due gt many problems need to settle and change cell group's members attidute ....
Beside that , Im also worry about my lessons .
how >?????
who can tell me what should I do right now ?
many of My cg members facing problems and I really need power from GOD to help them ...Too many problems happen in once time ....

PSC Drill Competition 2009

2009-06-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

PSC Drill Competition had been done in the past weekend ( 20/6/2009 ) .
16th Penang Team A was located at team 11 however Team B was located at team 2 .
Early in the morning , our 16th penang drill team members were gather at church at 9am and we having a Last drill practice .After that we all were busying in polish and uniform check up !
Around 1.30pm , we arrival youth park , penang which had been selected as PSC Drill Competition 2009 venue . After uniform checking , we waiting for call .
There's was raining at 5pm ....which near our team to perform ! While waiting , our Team A was praying , we believe GOD will do somethings !
Finally we get in , wow ....that very tired after drill competition .
Rather than that , I had been selected in Drill Count ....the commander's command totally not clear at all .....especially : Squad akan menghadap ke hadapan ke kiri pusing . Wow , at that time , almost 20 and above members were quit out from Drill Count , because the command totally not clear !!! after that change commander giving command ! ....
Anyways , congrats 16th penang get 1st runner-up in drill competition and top 5 in drill count ! Praise to the lord jesus ! ....although we cant get Champion again but at least we can participate in National Drill Competition at 2010 pesta ! That a good chance for us to learn from the misstake !
Below are Team A members name list :
Commander : Saik Kok leong
Goh Yong Chang , He wen , Chin Chuen , Edmund Ong Chin Yew , Jimmy , Josephine , Rong Yao , Sheng You , Joy Chai , Jit Seang , Elisha and Ming Shneg !

haha....we should forget the past and work harder the ways infront of you ( message from edmund ) ...yes , I agreed it ....16th Penang are the best !! Put effort and fight again on year 2010 !!!! Kambateh

My June Holidays Activities

2009-06-19T09:33:00.008+08:00

In the past holidays , I were went out with my church's friends .
7/6/2009 , I become Boy Cell group leader again , I same group with Kok Kun , Jimmy and nam feng ....

10/6/09 ( wed )
I went out watched movie with edmund , kok kun , ming sheng , boon , ai yun , paul , namfeng . At the first , we decide watched Monster VS Ailean ( 3D ) but we watch 17 Again . This because we cant bought movie ticket due not enough money . Total price was RM 135 something but I and edmund just had RM 100 something nia ( because we go book ticket ) ....haiz.....anyway , 17 again was a nice and joke movie ...the story about a guy was back to 17 years old and finish he basketball life !
When we watch , edmund told me that the Actor's basketball shoes like his one , but already lost !!!
The movie will start at 9.40pm but we all at there at 7.00pm ....lol....still got 2 hours more want go wat leh ? Firstly , we go Gurney popular read some books lo ....haha...after that we go play some games ....I very enjoy it ....

I wan fight ....i wan win

see Paul ....Post more than play ...haha

He ...Gina ...Edmund

haha....saturday when BB parade , we celebrate Fathers's Day ....we made Tao Fu by our self ...see ming sheng & Edmund action ...haha

PSC drill competition held on 20/6 ...mean tomorrow lo...haha
so we having drill practice everyday when school holidays ....

I was get in Individual Drill ...hope Lord jesus will help me , so that can glory HE name .....
May lord jesus also blessing 16th penang drill team A n B all the time .....

Worry ....

2009-06-01T09:24:00.002+08:00

Yo Hooooo.....I will become cell group leader soon ....after 7/6/09 , Im a official cell group leader d....thx god gv me a chance to serve HIM ....

I decided to choose Mass Communication and quit form 6 ...
but is it this is the best choice for me ?
how about loan ?
Can I catch up what lecture teach ?
there too many questions and worries in my mind ....

Anyway , I will pray all the time hope god will listening my prayer and make it become a true .....I live because I believe !

29/6 start my lesson already ....hope I ca do it as well as I can !

What Should I do ?

2009-05-19T17:55:00.002+08:00

Is already one weeks more I started my form 6 life in Penang Free School.
Until now , however I'm always asking myself is it my choice study form 6 is correct or not ? Why I'm asking myself this question from time to time ! Actually I'm really found that very difficult study form 6 , especially Account subject due no basic !
What I interested was MultiMedia ( Maxcom )! I have think studying my interested subject , somehow I already bought Form 6 text books !
How ????what should I do right now ? continue study form 6 or college ?

I'm not joyful now and feel stress....who can help me ? gv me some advice ?

1st Day in Form 6

2009-05-11T19:31:00.002+08:00

Finally I start my form 6 at Penang Free School today !
It is very bored because need stay at school hall until thursday !
haiz.....
But now the most important is think about what stream should I take in form 6! Somehow until now also haven't decide want choose what subject ! haiz....

Form 6

2009-05-10T16:32:00.002+08:00

Form 6 name list finally was announced last wednesday and I was get in form 6
Before I decide want continue my study in form 6 , I had got many feedback from my friends . Some of them encourage me study in form 6 but some not agree with it !
Some if my friends were not agreed studying form 6 because the felt that it was very difficult and stressful ! By the way , I get use some time to think and ask some senior regarding form 6 and finally I decided continue my study in Form 6...

Today is Mother Day and also is my mum birthday . Today early in the morning , my family and I woke up early and prepare birthday cake while waiting my mum wash up !
When she walk out from bathroom , we sing birthday song to her and wishing her happy all the time ...

For me , today is very joyful and relax day ! No stress ...

Now is the time for me to get ready form 6 .....bye

Joyful ? Joyless ?

2009-04-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

Im just got my car driving license yesterday night but Im not felt joyful as well !
I dont know why I got this felt ! Is it concern my work on yesterday , sometime I think about it !
Why I said like that ? This because one of the staff bad mood on yesterday , we really dont know what the reason make her so Bad mood , she totally dont want chatting with us at all including manager as well .
Anyways , I hope that she will notice and take it seriously that dont show your mood to anyone , because this will causes friendship and relationship getting worst and worst !
By the way , I should thanks my dad and mum because they always teach me drive car and encourage me all the time and also not forgot to thx Lord Jesus ...Thx ...

P License .....20/4/2009

2009-04-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

Yo Hoo....finally I get my car P license today !
Actually I really dont know that today got TEST until my coach called me and told me today ! Walao...I really not ready yet for Test and felt very excited lo...
Btw , it really bored while waiting test.Rather than that , it was very HOT !
Actually I scik today ...
haiz....anyway , thx god becoz HE make a way ...HE bless me all the time ...Thx JESUS ....

珍惜...相聚时刻

2009-04-13T19:21:00.011+08:00

BNTS 终于在16/4 圆满结束。
当然最令人期待的是29/3的宴会，这宴会邀请了2008年和2009年所有NTS的军官和CAMP HELPER，目的是要感谢大家的付出，也借此机会促进彼此的感情。
这宴会在槟城美兰阁进行。

这是当天的佳肴，想吃吗？

当然，当晚CAMP HELPER 也有表演...首先是 KANNETH & WEI JIAN 表演，很搞笑：

接下来是Umm Ha Umm Ha ...哈哈没错，就是由我们自创的表演啦....

在吃的当儿，当然也忘不了拍照留念，看看大家的是否有顾及自己的仪态啦....

时间过得很快，不知不觉接近了尾声....在大家还未回家之前，我们拍了一张团体照

2009年BNTS CAMP HELPER & OFFICER :

时间不留人....

2009-03-24T18:19:00.006+08:00

不知不觉，离开中学生涯已有3个月多了。所谓啊，时间不留人，只有美好的回忆让时间的催促暂缓。
在这短短的几个月的时间，我经历了不少的艰难，压力。当然，也有快乐的时候。
在14-16/3/2009，是我最累但很开心的日子因为我第一次当上了BNTS Camp Helper 。在这几天里认识到来自不同分队的队员....

BNTS 2009 ....Big Family

Water Parade .....haha

This my class ....class 03

BMTS yeah .....

Already 5 months ......

2009-03-05T20:32:00.003+08:00

Today when I working , I just nothing to do so open youtube wedsite and key in SMK AIR ITAM ....
I was cried when i review all the video regarding Graduation 2008 ...all teachers and friends were play and having fun at that time ....from graduation until now it was already 5 months ago , dont know how is my friends now ? are they still Gila Gila like secondary school or become mertual ?
how about teachers ? are them still in good conditions ?
By the ways, many friends from class 5S1 especially male will go participate Nasional Service on 20/3/09 ....so maybe will feel abit lonely because no body can chat msn with me ....

New year New wish

2008-12-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

Chinese new year is near already ...hav u brought clothes already ? Me haven buy yet ...
new year new wish , I hope that can have a good and memorable year in 2009. Beside that , I also hope that all my friends and I will get a good result while the SPM's result come out! Rather then that , I also hope that all 5S1's classmate expecially chinese classmate will go up to Form 6 together and study in same school as well ...until now , I still missing the secondary school's life .
Anyway , hope 5S1 classmate's will always keep in touch ...

Chee Woon's birthday party on 15/12/2008

2008-12-16T13:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday ( 15/12/2008) we had went to chee woon's birthday party at paya terubong apartment which had landslide before , blk 20-3-6 .
I can said that it was a memorable birthday party because all 5S1's chinese classmate had attended the party , such like : chun siang ( become darky already ) , ui sern , li hong ( become darker ) , fhang , chiet , pei wen , jeanne , shin chuen , lee dian , billy , chee beng and so on ........
Beside that , the one thing that I will unforgotable was " Kurung Dalam Lift ". This happend because me , fhang and pei wen wan take Jeanne go up because she dont know where. Suddenly , the lift door cant open when reach at ground Floor ....ask the feeling ? ofcause scare la ....then I tried to open the door by my STRONG hands but still can not open the lift door .....then pei wen felt very scare and breath very fast ....haha...after a 5 minutes in the Stupid Lift , the door finally open already ...it was other memorable on chee woon's party as well ....wakaka...
Anyway , I was enjoy the party because we can having a good communication and a good friendship's relation ....
At here I want to wishing to all 5S1 calssmate , all the best and keep in touch yar !!!

see you soon....god bless

Freedom from exam ...

2008-11-30T14:38:00.013+08:00

Yahooo...3 weeks SPM Text finally had over since last week Thursday ( 27/11/2008 )....
I still remember that last day exam was a EST text , at that time me and chee beng at class 2B studies. On that time , chee beng and I had " ROSAK " all the things, such as drawing on blackboard , chair and desk was kick by us and also chun siang , shin chuen , sern , chie chiat , me and many friends shout in the school due to just only science class students take exam on that day nia ...haha....very syok lo when we shout becoz all the stress and pressure were release out .....

At the same day night, I really nothing to do coz no need study and revision anymore and feel that very uncomfortable ....haiz, very bored after SPM .

On friday , sern , billy , chee woon , jeffery and me were went to econsave , one stop , gurney find work to do ....haha , I had found 3 job but all are not comfirm yet.After that I had go cut my hair and so when I reach my house then my sister was told me that our block no water supply since afternoon , walao , at that time I really donno wan do what becoz no water for bath .Then when my dad was came back form work , he ask us go 5th floor and bath because he had the 5th floor washroom's key....

saturday , I was went to Penang International Airport ....( Fly to some where ) haha, don wan tell u where I go ...if you wan to know then mah drop comment for me lo ....haha....

Inside there really very cool and the airport was very nice .....

You must take it note when u want go into airplane ....

and so , good bye Penang

Need some advice ...

2008-10-31T17:16:00.004+08:00

Around the few days I really faced some problems ....I really need someone adviced ....

Yesterday Ui Sern , Chee Woon and I had study together at my house ...we did math and biology revision .....I must get at least A2 in my real SPM result ...this is what I hopes before .....

Today , maybe is my last day in SMK AIR ITAM because start form next week and on ward I will not attend to school anymore. Just now Chee Woon , UiSern and I had walk around at school compound ....wow ...It had many memorable in this school....
Just now I bully Chun Siang again...things happened like that :
When Biology teacher , Pn Cheong came our class and discuss Biology SPM Trial paper, when she discussing paper 2 Question 4 ( About Kidney question ) , she say want killed all of us .....because she had teach before but more of us had forgotten already ! Then Chun Siang look at me and say that he hide-up behind he own Helmet ( Because he head like mouse nia , very small ) because he scare Pn Cheong will killed him ...haha....Then I start Kacau him and start bully him ....I near to Chun Siang and " Do something with him " lo ....haha...( dont know y he so scare about me ler ) .....I ask him :" U die Ler Mah ?" , haha....he jus respond that he already die .....Actually on that time I want told CHUN SIANG somethings but dont know why I suddenly chatting with Shin Chuen because I saw SHIN CHUEN look so joyless ( Maybe he feel upset of he Math ) I take a chance here wish to encourage Shin Chuen : "Dont feel so upset because u still have a lot of tome and chance to do more revision ! Once your work hard a little then I believe that U can get well result in your SPM ...kambateh" ....haha....U want to know what I want to tell CHUN SIANG actually ? Haha ...email me and ask : ivoryjstan@msn.com
This things actually I want tell him a long period ago....But I feel that the time are not suitable ....so until today when I want tell him about it but until the edn also haven tell him / ask him .....haha....

Anyway, now I should concentrate on my SPM already . If science stream student wish continue their study at Form 6 MUST get not more than 18 Points ....include subject of BM , BI , MATH , BIOLOGY , CHEMISTRY and Physics ！ So I must more concentrate on Bio , Chems and Physics ......Kambateh ....

ok la....I should do revision now ...AT here I would like to wish all my friends especially My class 5S1 friends ....All the BEST in your SPM ...

Letih...好累的一天

2008-10-25T22:26:00.003+08:00

Today I am so tired ...Today I wake up on 7.30am because want having my Breakfast with my family . We go 点心之家 which in front of KDU college ! There's Dim Sum cheap and good taste ....I had ate a lot of Dim Sum and 1 plate of Chao Sou Mee ....kiki...total expense for our Breakfast is RM38.10 ....kiki...
After having our breakfast , my sister say want go Tesco Shopping but my dad say he want delivery Chemical Liquid 1st...so we all go the store lo....haiz ....I nearly want slept in car nia ....coz to tired ....After delivery chemical liquid , my dad drove the new car to Proton Service Center to service he new car ...At there my family and I just reading newspaper in the office while waiting the car service...Walao, wait for 1 hours lo...lagi boring at there ....
Finally we can go Tesco already ...on the way we go Tesco, I slept in car due to the tired ...kiki, 30minutes for sleeping because traffic jam ...good lo ...In Tesco , I just walk alone to " walk-and-see" lo...then my families members also same la...Jalan sendiri ...We all at Tesco walk around 2 hours ...walao , lagi Sien ....When I walk around and saw a Bedroom Show ...wow , got MATTRESS also ....at that time I felt that if I can sleep on the mattress is the Best of the Best lo...kiki

After shopping we got Batu Lancang having our Lunch ...haiz , I dont know wan eat what because I just feel I need a nice slept on that time ! kiki...At the end I eat nasi Kandar lo...but I cant finish eat ....then I pass to my dad eat lo...kiki....

Finally I can reach home liao ...wow, when i saw my bad I really wan go n sleep liao ...haha....I sleep 2 hours ....

At night , I got Add Math tuition ! Haha....I was very really enjoy when tuition ....before i reach my tuition center ...I saw an accident lo...wow...geli lo...aiya...better dont say liao la...latar I cant sleep ...kiki...

Anyway ....today I really joyful although my time had been wasted on the senseless things...Ok la ..I want sleep liao ...see u ....

Yeah....SPM Trial Exam Over d....

2008-10-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

yahooo......3 weeks SPM Trial Exam finally over already ....can rest for 1 day , no need do any revision....Between this 3weeks , I can say that I am not in good condition : 1st week exam I Fewer , 2nd Week headache and 3rd week I can sleep ....haiz....too stress .....Anyway , every things had over already , now must concentrate on my real SPM goverment text which will start on 11/11/2008 ! Jia You ....
Now I would like to share my LIFE between this week :

On Monday , 20/10/2008 :

Today, Chun Siang Beh Syok Chee Beng becoz when taking Physic paper , chun siang is doing noice and Chee Beng Beh Song and ask him DIAM ! After the PERANG , chun siang direct sleep and gv up don wan answer physic paper ....haha , mayb u feel thet he is very Yeng but i feel he so stupid becoz of he action ! haiz....from that time , chun siang face look so unhappy . After i reach at home , i send a sms to him ask him y so unhappy although I knew the reason and I had told him that must 微笑向前吧....don let a little things make he life joyless ! haha....朋友就是要这样，彼此的关怀和鼓励，因为朋友的支持和关怀是金钱买不到的。

For Tuesday until wednesday , actually I had 4gt wat happens already , pai seh.....

On Thursday , 23/10/2008 :

Today before we go home from sch , chun siang had ask me one question " 你通常早上几点起来”, then I answer him lo , 6.10am ....then he say me useless de , he de 12.00am wake up liao ....at first I still cant catch what he mean , finally I knew d , is about Boy Private Part ! Walao , when i knew it i straight go beat he Private Part by using my Bottle ( erm ...donno how musch i beat he , but i can say that I had beat him until uncountable )haha.....

On Friday , 24/10/2008 ；

hahaha ， today is last day for SPM trail exam ! Early in the morning , I ‘fight’ again with chun siang ....he say something between me and li hong ler ....but we juz play play nia de la ....becoz we Friend mah.....wakaka....before taking chemistry 1 exam paper , I had gv Ui Sern a envelope ....is a memorable thing inside the envelope ! after Finsh the exam , I put another envelope inside Chun Siang's physic reference book ....same also , is a memorable thing inside the envelope ! Let him got a bit surprise mah.....

after sch , I and chee woon go sunshine farlim ....walao , nearly accident nia...chee woon motor langgar my motor ....haiz....don know how was chee woon drove motor de ...so careless , me nearly kena Masuk Hospital Pulau Pinang ....Thx God for the protect .....Chee Woon arh, nst time when u drive motor must concentrate and careful ohh.....aboh I don know what will happen lo ....wakaka.....

afternoon , I had a slept , 难得今天下午是我考试以来第一次有美好的睡眠！
But, suddenly my handphone vibrating ...ohh , is Rong Yao call me . I had answer he phone and he say he wan borrow polish liqiud .....haiz .....我的美好睡眠又再次被打扰了....

Actually I wan go out to9 eh but raining .....haiz ....later no rain then baru go out liao ....
Tomorrow morning I and Li hong will go Cartex McD study ....and we had invite ui sern also la.....don think Bukan Bukan ohh.....

Walao , raining becoz heavier already ....must pray now hope the rain will stop la....anyway , I hope all of u will in a good condition la....

To My 5S1 Friends :
Kambateh ohh....we fight together for our SPM ....then after SPM we go Tanjung Bunga Beach for Gathering and play ....relax and celebrate the SPM over ....ok ? We organize by self ....I u all want having a Trip also can ohh....all the best ....

Ok la...I wan having my dinner now ....see u ....anything wan to tell me can using chatbox beside my blog ....God Bless You .....

Best Regard ,
-XiaoXiang91-

Karnival Perpisahan Tingkatan 5

2008-10-18T16:04:00.003+08:00

Haha...Im here again today and would like to share about my story within this 2 days.

on ( 17/10/2008 ) Friday
Today I sick already ! haiz..Sakit Kepala and difficult to breath ..because of today got Chemistry 3 and Sejarah 1 exam , so no matter how also must go to school to seat for my exam ...when I reach at home,I has my lunch and then my headache become serious already ....so I go to my bed and have a sleep ....after I wake up, my headache was not cover but become more serious and my ear very painful ....haiz ...then I ate 2 Panadol then continue to sleep ...haha....I can say that I was slept whole day ...at night , I ate 2 more Panadol again because I hope that I can cover my headache by today ...this is because tomorrow is my sch " Karnival Perpisahan Tingkatan 5 ".Anyway, I was slept until the next morning ...I feel that very sorry to my BB company because I cant attended Recruitment Camp at Sin Kang school and I had promise that I will in the drill team to performed . But the end I cant attended 1 Sorry ........

on ( 18/10/2008 )
Today , early in the morning , my friend Chee Woon was sms me and ask about what shirt I wear to attend the " Karnival Perpisahan Tingkatan 5 "...haiz...I want sleep also can not ....Cha Xiao nia...haha ...Then after that Ui Sern come my house and want borrow Black Shoe ....While he borrow my black shoe , he also BORROW my Washroom as well ...haha....When I arrival sch ....wow...many Leng Lui and Leng Zai at there lo ...HAHA...when i go for register, I notice that my name had sign by other people d....The guy who name Teoh Chun Siang actually should sign he signature beside he name but don know why he sign beside my name ( Maybe I handsome and he Syok Tio Me Gua...haha , just for FUN )...and then I should sign my signature beside he name lo....haiz ....and I get he Number 048 and Chun Siang was take my number 020...at the end ...I had exchange my coupon with Siang ...and I call he as Jit Seang , and call me as Chun Siang...we exchange name for below 1 minutes...haha...Two Xiang ....Bu Hao Xiao ...kiki....
wow...the program ok nia la...not bad ...1st time mah ....anyway we should thanks to our form 5 teacher , especially Pn Komala....thanks .....all teacher must perform , so malay teachers sing the Hari Raya Song due to now still their Raya ...India Teacher sing the Tamil Song ....and finally Chinese Teachers sang the " Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Sin " song....haha....good ler....and we all sang together with teacher ....

One perform that perform by student is sang the song which name " MuTaBak " ...haha....and one sentences in the song is " Day By Day " but my class all chinese boy was created other sentences which got a bit Kasar ....haha....want know ? drop comment to me lo....then I tell u ....
Now is the time to gave present for the Best Dress for today....our class BOS , Kisshen is one of the Calon...haha , he wear Blazer lo....when he get the ros from Fitri...he do UNMORAL action on the Ros ....haha....is not suitable to tell u at here , want know ? drop comment for me lo....haha....
After that we having our lunch ...haha...the food ok nia la ...because I still feel not well today , so I just eat little nia ....haha....Before we go home , Our class 5S1 and 5S2 boys was taking photo at Foyer ....haha...many posting lo ...can be Model liao ....wakaka....
After reach at home I sleep again ....3 hours ler ....haha....because Sakit and deman ma....haiz.....until now also Blur Blur ....headache ....
Ok la ...I just can write my blog until here ...because want study Physics for monday exam ....and night got Tuition ....bye and see u ....

To see photo on this " Karnival Perpisahan Tingkatan 5 " pls go to my friendster and view ...... address : ivoryjstan@msn.com

all the best ......

Relax for a while

2008-10-15T19:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah , finally I can rest and relax for one day because tomorrow dint have any exam paper so no need go to school and can stay at home to prepare and study Chemistry 3 and add math 1 for the exam on Friday .

On monday ( 13/10/2008 ) , I was very happy and always laugh in class during the exam of Sejarah paper 2 . This is not mean that I knew how to answer the question but just dont know why I always laugh when get the paper , I had laugh almost half an hour.
At night , I was attended Cell Group Leader Meeting. That time was very excited because Mr Loh want those who will lead to Share God Word practice sharing after 5 minutes preparation. On that time I really very scare and feel excited because all difference level cell group leader at there and feel pressure. Anyway, I should thanks Mr Loh because he really alert all of leader that must prepare fully for Sharing God Word before share to our members on sunday cell group .This is because our members come cell group not just for relationship but also want get somethings go back .

On Tuesday ( 14/10/2008 ) is BC 2 and BI 2 exam ...ok la , not bad because I can answer the question . At night , I had go for L.L.Tan tuition class for Add Math . Haiz....3 hours tuition, seat until my ASS very painful . Anyway, I had learn and earn more in the tuition class...

On Wednesday （ 15/10/2008 ) were EST 1 , EST 2 ,and BM 2 exam paper . For the EST exam were very good , same also can answer the question . On BM 2 paper, I feel that the time was too rush because I just finish my answering in Last 1 minute . I just know that I had wrote a lot of answer in the answer sheet , wrote until my hand feel very painful and my correction tape was finish used . Haha....just now afternoon I count my Year Collection see how much I had collect in yesr 2008 ....wow....is RM 230.82 ...haha....save a few months more pocket money than can go take Car lesen d ....haha.....

Ok la...I wan have my dinner now ....Hope all of u will have a nice night and God bless you .....bye....

考试...考试...考试...Exam...Exam ...Exam

2008-10-12T17:04:00.003+08:00

haiz...Im very headace now becoz of the SPM Trial Exam ....now mood liao la....Trial Exam 3 weeks then rest 1 week , after that is the Real SPM Goverment Text already ...

2nd day exam was very excited expecially the Math 1 paper...gai nia ...I dint finsih answer all question becoz the question are too difficult ...not only me havent finish it ,my friends also same ....haiz....really no mood ....

tomorrow lagi Tao Tia , becoz is SJ 2 ....haiz...although i had done revision before but still dint have confident to answer SJ questions....hopefully tomorrow Questiona will not too difficult la....

Last friday 10/10 and saturday 11/10/08 were our BB Recruitment Camp at Han Jiang primary sch ....I din join the camp becoz got exam ...but I had go and doing backup work ....my group had many LITTLE and CUTE Cute members...they all really very Chu Bi ...and one of them became my Baby , name Tan Han Xi ....he really cute cute de ....haha...All the stress will release when u saw him , becoz he will gv u a lot of joyful ....anyway , I hope that all of them will continue come and attend our BB activity ...becoz this is our main task and the purpose for this Recruitment Camp ...

Today we got cell group...but before dismiss , jia li meet Cell gorup leader and Ming sheng ...she wan tell us about one of my group member problems....haiz ....although the Case are very difficult to solve it , but I and all my partner will try out best to solve it ...becoz we wan our cg members be a Good Boy in their Family .....

juz now I study SJ ...really no mood to continue to study it ...then I change to revision BM ....luckily I can memorise wat i had study ....

Ok la....I wan continue my revision d ....see u ...and all the best la....and bless all MY FRIENDS who will sit for SPM Exam ..... bye ....

颁奖和毕业礼......新车...8/10/2008

2008-10-09T21:09:00.010+08:00

哈哈...五年中学的生涯就在8/10/2008圆满的结束。
昨天，我的学校举行了颁奖礼 Majils Hari Anugerah Pelajar 2008，当让也是我最兴奋的一天，因为我有的上台领奖...
仪式大约在8.45am开始，首先是由许文龙在校长的陪同之下进行制服检阅礼，总司令是黑黑的谢伟胜来到当任，而张俊详和钟慧铭则成为这次的“金童玉女”。

过后在一帮的马来同学的Kopong陪同之下，大人物就上到礼堂去。
这时候也是最闷的时刻了，因为要听他们的致词，差点要睡去...哈哈(因为通常他们只会讲，不会做，所谓：只闻楼梯响，不见人下来”。）特别是当校长报告学校的常年活动和去年的政府考试的成绩时，我和坐在我身边的朋友：志明，Billy,CheeWoon 一起 “Shuan”他，因为他的统治能力真的令人感到怀疑，这是因为那些常没来学校和完全没进班教书4个月的老师都能获得“Guru Cermelang 2008”,实在令人费解！这是因为他怕马来老师。
一切的致词终于好不容易的过去了，感觉上犹如10年的时间，真的很闷。现在是有下午班的学生呈现余兴表演，虽然是“余兴表演”，可是实际来讲是“沉闷表演”啊...因为他们的表演毫不吸引人，跳舞的学生没有活力，要死不死的...如果免费给别人观赏也没人要。哈哈.......不过还好啦，因为有种族的服装秀，美女哦...

表演完后，就是 Form 1到Form4领奖的时刻了，好多位哦...不过还好啦，因为我和志明借“上厕所”的理由跑去出走走，要不然啊，我肯定“闷死”在礼堂的...接下来的余兴表演时我校刚成立不久的 Dikir Barat，他们在去年和今年的全州比赛都获得第2名的哦...厉害吧...虽然这团体都是马来学生参加而已，可是却又一位华人参与哦，他就是我班的WOO MUN MING , 通常我们都叫他“Orang Yang Masuk Islam”...其后就是有我校的华乐团来到呈现他们辛辛苦苦练习的曲子，至于什么歌我就忘记了...哈哈。我校是Multi Racial 的学校，所以我们都是有团结的精神的哦，因为接下来的表演是综合了Dikir Barat，华乐团，和音乐团来到演奏“Rasa Sayang”曲子，很有活力感在当中哦...
现在终于轮到Form5生上台领奖的时候了，很紧张叻...当然这难得的机会一定要拍照留念，可是当时太多的Camera 了，所以我不知道要看那一个Camera才好，所以我的Camera拍出来的照片是我没有看镜头的，没见怪哦...那一杀哪，我感觉到当明星的滋味了,哈哈...因为太多的“闪光”从Camera 发放出来...
过后，我们就各自的回家，以便准备明天的考试。

今天可说是很开心，因为早上领奖，晚上坐新车。
今天刚好是我爸爸驾新车回来，那辆就的Proton Saga 终于要向它说Bye Bye 了。坐新车的滋味还不错哦，我们一家人就帮忙脱包着椅子的Plastic，过后就乘坐新车去龙尾的龙山咖啡店吃晚餐。新车的车牌是 PHX 6236...

Haiz ...虽然说是开心的一天，可是也是我生病的一天。今天不知怎么的，患上了感冒...很辛苦叻...因着明天有考试，所以我只好强迫自己要温习完后，才可上床睡觉。

09/10/2008 星期三
今天考BI1 和 Add Math 2，因着身体还是有点不舒服，所以只能勉强的去作答问题。
在休息节过后，俊详，伟胜，企杰，Kai Yuan 和星全他们开始讲一些道理了，就是当你买新的底裤和内衣时，在穿之前一定要拿去洗，不然你的私处就会生虫，听了也毛骨悚然。哈哈，不用讲也知道啦，谁不会把新买回来的衣物都拿去洗呢！过后，我班就上演了一场“打蜜蜂记”。这是因为有一只不知道什么是死的蜜蜂飞进我们的班，所以我们每一位就像打“羽毛球”似的去打那只可怜的蜜蜂。过后伟胜还说：“eh...Form 5 考试还会有那么多的笑声，真的不想在考试”。

接下来就是考试时间了，看看大家埋头苦干的作答...很不错哦...

晚上就下了一场大雨，我和爸爸坐新车去载我妹妹回家，塞车一个小时多，屁股痒痒的。不过还好啦，一切都平安。

不写了，是时候准备明天的考试，要做温习了...我们明天再聊吧！All The Best !

还剩几十天......几天......

2008-10-06T18:23:00.005+08:00

haiz...还有4天就要面对考试了.....要加把劲了!
今天就有颁奖礼的彩排，好闷哦...这次我扫了语文科的奖项，很不错吧？！
大家还记得“钱不够用2”这部戏吗？虽然已经播放了好几个月了，可是我班的朋友依然还时不时的提回该戏剧的“笑点”话语，如：你吃饱了吗？；Spotlight ； airbeg ；我的内衣了，粉红色的，有 Mickey Mouse 的......
当然，今天他们（俊详，伟胜，企杰，Kai Yuan , Chee Woon，星全 )又开始学有关这部戏的话语了...哈哈，我在心里想，如果他们能背书就像背戏剧的"笑话”的话，一定能考取好成绩的哦......
虽然如此，我们大家还是要珍惜目前的友情和相聚的机会了，每一时每一刻都要珍惜相处的时间，因为再过几十天，大家就不能像现在那样快快乐乐的在一起了，因为毕业后，大家都有自己的路要行走。有的要参加国名服务，有的要做工，有的则要到国外继续深造......
说真的，我真的很不舍得要离开我身边的每一位好朋友，尤其是一路陪我走过中学生涯的好朋友。所以呢，我想在此告诉他们，去做你想要做的事，不要因为害羞而拦住你去做你一路来想做的事情。如，想对你的朋友说声“对不起”等等......
特别是现在我正在等一位5S1的好朋友对我说他心里想要说的事情！其实我早已经知道他要对我说的事情了，因为从Form 4 开始，他所作的一切都满“令人惊讶”。

你们有听过“朋友”这一首歌吗？它的内容是说到:我们的以往在一起的日子不会再拥有，因为今天在一起，明天就可能因一些的事而分开了...

最后，还是要衷心的祝福每一位朋友考试顺利......加油......

领袖营（1-2/10/2008）

2008-10-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

刚过去的1-2/10/2008，我参加了教会的领袖营，地点在赤石（The Red Rock Hotel )，我的房间是518号，与永昌，国坤和志豪同一间房间。
在这两天一夜的领袖营中我领受到了很多的东西，如领袖应有的条件和何为领袖！这次的讲员是来自柔佛的一位牧师～庄国和牧师，他是一位很有幽默和风趣的牧师，时不时讲很多的笑话，让这个聚会充满活力！
在晚餐的时候，我们每一位都有RM5到外面去享用我们的晚餐，我，荣耀，Jimmy,爱云姐，国坤，志豪，贤伦，南丰，永信，国兴，和文到香港茶楼吃晚餐。我们都叫了“Honey Chicken Rice "一盘RM3.80，很值得。
晚上的聚会到10.00pm结束，我们就出去吃宵夜，我和南丰选择了”新加坡薄饼”，应该算好吃吧。过后，我，荣耀，南丰就到和文他们的房间（318号房），当中我们吃零食，喝汽水，分享心事。当他们问我的感情问题时，我就开始不懂要如何作答，因为他们强迫我一定要说一位，不然就被脱裤子。还好当晚我有穿裤带，不然我就“春光泄照”了。他们只开到我的裤子的纽扣罢了，哈哈哈......
当晚我们到了凌晨2.00才入睡。
另一天早上，我就回到我的房间，看到我的Dormmate 还在zzz...就叫醒他们。他们一醒来就开始讲在他们睡觉的怪事，就是有一位喝醉酒的男士进错房间，让他们没有好觉睡。

今天3/10/2008，我们就去Permata 打羽毛球，真的很享受每一个时段，有说有笑。一个很不错的交流在当中。现在是时候收拾心情，为我下星期的SPM Trial Exam 准备和来临的SPM 。求神祝福我吧！

xiao Xiang 生病了

2008-09-30T20:46:00.001+08:00

Im sick today ....maybe yesterday get rain lo...now headace and always feel that wan vomit ...
haiz ....i donno that I can cover my sick today boh , becoz tomorow I msut go Red Rock Hotel
attend Leadership camp ...2days men ...haiz ...hope I can cover as well as possible la..

Yesterday chemisrty ttn also very no mood , I donno y also ! I just feel that my friends that same tuition with me ( Chun Siang,Shin Chuen,CheeWoon,ChieChiat,UiSern ）make alot of noice ...make me more headace ....haiz ...

Im feel that very stress also lo....mayb my SPM trial exam is around the corner
(10/10/08),and soon is goverment Test (SPM )....haiz .....sometimes , i feel that I realy wan to give up , but when I think that if I give up now ,then my feature will gone...Anyway , I wont give up anymore , becoz I already study hard so long time d , some more still left 2 months ....Hopefully the time will past faster lo ....

Now Im just scare about my biology ,Bm ,sejarah , Addmath nia....hopefully my 11 sudjects can get credict , at least C4 lo....haiz....can u pray for me that i can get at least C4 and above ?

All the best la .....especially my friends ....hope u all also can study hard and get a flying colour result ! God Bless You

什么是人生最最重要的事？

2008-09-29T10:55:00.000+08:00

在昨天，28/9/2008 ，牧师在主日布道中与我们分享了以上的主题。
在我还未开始写我的感想之前，我想与大家分享以下短短的词句：

“ 寒冷的人是否会选择拒绝温暖？绝望的人是否会选择拒绝希望？
冷落的人是否会选择决绝关爱？伤心的人是否会选择拒绝开心？”

就凭着以上短短的词句，我心中顿时充满了感触。

为什么每当我们面对到问题时，总是会埋怨：“为什么如此的问题会发生在我的身上？”
其实，我们人生最重要的不是面对问题，而是当我们面对问题后，我们的“信心”放在那里！
是放在“绝望”还是“希望”？

这里我就有个小故事要与大家分享：（两颗大树）

在高原上有两颗大树住在高原上超过100年的，过着开心的生活。可是，好景不常有，今天来了一批砍伐树木的人，他们决定要把这两棵大树给砍下来，以便做家具，帆船......此时，A大树就开始埋怨：“为什么我是被砍的对象？早知道我就不要生存在这里啦，早知道...早知道...早知道...我不要被砍，我还要继续在这里过着那悠闲的生活”！另一棵大树，B大树却有不一样的看法，它觉得：“哦，原来我除了能为人类遮挡太阳之外，还可以做成家具，船身......原来我身上的每一寸都是那么的值钱，好吧，就让他们来砍伐我吧”！

从以上的故事我们可以看到，其实我们每一个人都会面对到大大小小的问题。可是，我们通常都会说：“早知道...早知道...早知道...”，却没有真正的去想要如何把问题解决。
当我们看到问题发生之后，最重要的是你的心放在那里！仰望神？绝望？希望？

只要我们挪开那不信的心，就能看见神的荣耀。神常与我们同在，任何问题来到都不是问题了，因为神必引导我们度过我们的患难。

那你现在为什么还要选择“拒绝”呢？在此，我鼓励大家当面对到问题时，不要感到是一个绝望，因为绝望并非是毫无希望！你可以找我来到分享你所面对的问题，我一定是你的好听众哦！

Welcome to my blog

2008-09-29T10:46:00.000+08:00

hai...welcome for viewing my blog . This is my first time playing blog .
I hope that all of you can share your happiness even sadness to me ...I am willing to listen ...
Anyway , I hope that my blog can bring alot of cheerful to u all !
Lastly , if u have any comment or some secret wan share or tell me , u can add me at MSN : ivoryjstan@msn.com
or by mail also can : ivoryjstan@msn.com

Hope all of u will joyfull in your life !

＂心＂路历程

无奈....

爱？！

爱？！

Best friend ??

伤心？失望？

leader's Camp 2009

leader's Camp 2009

Worry

PSC Drill Competition 2009

My June Holidays Activities

Worry ....

What Should I do ?

1st Day in Form 6

Form 6

Joyful ? Joyless ?

P License .....20/4/2009

珍惜...相聚时刻

时间不留人....

Already 5 months ......

New year New wish

Chee Woon's birthday party on 15/12/2008

Freedom from exam ...

Need some advice ...

Letih...好累的一天

Yeah....SPM Trial Exam Over d....

Karnival Perpisahan Tingkatan 5

Relax for a while

考试...考试...考试...Exam...Exam ...Exam

颁奖和毕业礼......新车...8/10/2008

还剩几十天......几天......

领袖营（1-2/10/2008）

xiao Xiang 生病了

什么是人生最最重要的事 ？

Welcome to my blog

什么是人生最最重要的事？